Umm... The docs gave me this stuff. Had it in their cabinet, actually. Which surprised me, since they're psychiatrists... and I thought medicine had to have a prescription, and taken to a real doctor to get filled.
But whatever, they gave me these pills. And for some reason, I really, REALLY don't want to take them.
I really don't know why... It's a generic anti-psychotic medicine. But something about it...
It fucking scares me.
It scared me ever since they opened that cabinet. There's something, and it's scaring me, and I don't know what it is.
LOOKING at the fucking bottle scares me. There's a connection I'm not entirely making here, and it's freaking me out. I mean, SOMETHING is wrong, but I don't know what it is.
I got some sleeping pills a while ago to help me get through the nights. Been taking them at 9:00 each night, before the whispering starts, and they knock me out long before 10. I think I'd rather keep to that regiment, if it's okay.
Sorry docs, but I just can't do this.