Tuesday, January 24, 2012

A list of medication

Umm... The docs gave me this stuff. Had it in their cabinet, actually. Which surprised me, since they're psychiatrists... and I thought medicine had to have a prescription, and taken to a real doctor to get filled.

But whatever, they gave me these pills. And for some reason, I really, REALLY don't want to take them.

I really don't know why... It's a generic anti-psychotic medicine. But something about it...

It fucking scares me.

It scared me ever since they opened that cabinet. There's something, and it's scaring me, and I don't know what it is.

LOOKING at the fucking bottle scares me. There's a connection I'm not entirely making here, and it's freaking me out. I mean, SOMETHING is wrong, but I don't know what it is.

I got some sleeping pills a while ago to help me get through the nights. Been taking them at 9:00 each night, before the whispering starts, and they knock me out long before 10. I think I'd rather keep to that regiment, if it's okay.

Sorry docs, but I just can't do this.

6 comments:

  1. Wait, why are they scaring you?

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  2. That's just it, I don't know why they scare me.

    And the label on the pills say "Haloperidol." Not really sure what that means, and I'm not really up to researching it.

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  3. Doctors don't just give out medication like that.

    My doctor never did, and I can't even begin to list off all of the different things he prescribed me.

    I may not be the best person to get this kind of advice from, but I say leave that stuff alone.

    Flush it down the toilet or something.

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  4. Prescription medication without a prescription is horribly illegal, immoral, and BAD. Get rid of it.

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